Monday, January 11, 2010
finally decided to blog after a long holiday. i have got many things to pour out but guess every time when im actually at blog-ing it, i just cant seems to gather all thoughts well.
finally, bb and i have decided to speak of the evil. a topic that we have been avoiding because we still longing to see changes. now that we have start discussing about it, its time to live and let live=) the older we get, the more we see, the more we think, the wise we get! not letting it to pull us down, we have just gotta move on looking forward. cos life have got much more to offer than then missing on things that were history.
dance, and yes! we have gotten back to dance, after a real long break. at times you really just need to sit back and chilax and to see, realize and notice how people have been treating you. the friends you used to call, might as well be cut off because the way they treat you just doesnt seem a need to appreciate them as friends.
Never allow yourself to become the system you were trying to oppose! never comment things you hate and end up doing it yourself. or perhaps, human are made in a way that we pick on ugly things rather than appreciating the beauty. sigh! what a shame.
sometimes the more we see, the more tired, disgusted we get. it wasnt anybody's fault, but we just get to see the big picture. perhaps, it was a conspiracy for us to deal with. but times and again, i have decided to push it away, looking for easy way out. maybe i aint that great either huh.
but i definitely know how to hold my manner and will not say things to defame anyone or anything that is not true. its a principle that i truly hold on too and grow with it.
its easy to blame it on life, but never easy to start appreciate the flaws of life. god, make me a better person. for whom im now, and for whom i will becoming too. i really pray for enlightenment. the never ending of learning and growing of life, cannot be judge or grade just the marks, certificate i have had. the are simply just marks and certificate. in life where everything doesnt matter and nothing matters~
ahh. the light that i strive so hard to see. always blocked with envy, jealousy, anger, greed, lust, (i forget the rest) but i believe 1 day i will be able to obtain the way of life and the light that would lead my life..
for now, perhaps its time to start pondering why would i have seen so much and propaganda of things. perhaps and maybe .. ..
i shall post something funny to end this wordy post.
ger ; says:
hahha oki poki ltr i go read
say u love me k
hahhahahahahhahaha
i love you baby, geraldine~
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Monday, January 11, 2010
