Sunday, May 2, 2010
not that im here to blog but being the procrastinating me, drifted away from writing my resume cover letter. oh lord! give me the power and blessing to know how and what to write. *how great for selling myself in the resume!!* =(
almost stepping into week 3 but am still pretty slacked out and not motivated at all! gosh! FML` someone please remind me, push me, but don really shout and scold me for not revising/studying?
constant search for what i want, looking for solutions everyday, kinda blinded by how we want to get things done but overlook by how we can get things done. understanding from deep within, but i cant seems to understand even myself. so how could i ever understand the balance of people, matters and me? rushing to get by with days, as days drains like river down to the vast ocean. once we lost it, its pretty hard to get back to square 1. (just like we could not get back a pale of water that has been splashed out) i miss the times we had, the times we spend. i was never a person that really appreciates relationship between people. but i guess, the longing for relationship with people i met makes me think, what have done and not done to treasure each and every friendship that have or used to have. as life progresses into different stages, its really saddens me, for every friendship that could no longer withstand the test of time,trust and faith. still its this kind of spurge of longing and desires for, makes me looking forward and welcoming people into my life.
delicate the follow post to my bb: sorry for taking you for granted at times, sorry for being negligence towards you at times, sorry for not being sensitive enough for you. but you are still the 1, that i still dream of, think of, worry and concern for. forgive me for drifting away, and i hope you will still be my harbor that i can come back too, keeping me safe and sheltered.
Sunday, May 02, 2010
